how Vivek gained perspective and became a poet

Vivek: dude i feel humbled

The: well guess what... everyday when i'm talking stupid with you latenights, i'm talking to her simultaneously as well... she doesn't affect my mind too much now...

Vivek: i realize i am not as cool as i though i was its given me a dose of perspective theres so much i dont know and so much more to learn , i have been positivly been a moron wasting my life, and its not just her its look at all the others too, i mean i cant even answer a simple question on relativity anymore and to think i took up commerce coz i had problem with 11th phy

i havent even managed to pass my 12th commerce yet even though its more of not attended the exam than fail, but i thought i was an awesome guy whon noone could beat in a argument or be sarcistic like, it had all gone to my head i take it i needed perspective

i really feel humbled

and hence will show more respect to anyone from now on

The: :|

wtf

Vivek: ?

The: all this JUST by knowing (next to) Nothing about her??

Vivek: its not bout her

its the turn of events in the evening

The: what else?

Vivek: that is taking nothing away from her

its just the whole argument

bout that poem

i know i never would have stood a chance anywhere

and also the light thing i got confused about

The: i'll show you another extract of my chat

wait a minute

Vivek: and then reflecting back to how i was an year before to what has become of me now

that hurt me the most

ive become egoistic and insufferable

an assole

asshole*

and what i was is gone the pride i held bout myself...that myself doesnt even exist anymore

hello u listning?

The: yup

Vivek: ull never get another chance like this

The: contemplating

Vivek: hence

i conclude i needed some perspective

and now that ive got one

i dont know what to do with it

The: it is now that you've start being an asshole

Vivek: im sorry for my ignorance

and infinite dumbness of mine that u have had to suffer

The: :|

acting dumb is fun

it always was

Vivek: its different from being dumb

The: your dumbness makes me love you even more :P

LOL

Vivek: and an act for me has become reality

Sent at 1:33 AM on Wednesday

Vivek: swell in the head where did u come from?
where did i lose all that i had?
when did this act become true?
when did i start living my part?
i wake as a baby and i dont know where i am
what has become of what that was?
perspective i lost and insufferable i became...
i hope today this day that all will change....

ahem u there?

i decided to become a poet today :P

Why now?

I could keep asking that to myself and i still would never have an answer.
A subtle persuasion from my brain to go ahead and make a blog was never enough, a determined and..................................


oh well nevermind now ill just type somthing later Namrata detroyed the great creative flow that was surging through me by barfing on yahoo